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Current music:	Coheed and Cambria - A favor house atlantic

Sooo go to the show today @ Carthage Elks Lodge.
2pm $6.

ABQ
VHS
Facemelter
Social Suicide.
umm.
Eyes Averted (?)
yeah and some other bands.


Nessa and I are working the door.



so i spent the whoooooooooooole damn day at the fair yesterday. Hung out with Nessa til we found Zak, then hung out with him for awhile. Drove around and then ate. Found Leo... Love that kid. Then went back to the fair. Met up with Joe, Jenn, and Chris. ♥ Love those people. Sarah Trav and Steph were all there too. =] I mostly hung out with the boys and Jenn.. Vanessa knew sooo many people. haha, it was amazing. We finally departed the fucking fair around like 11. Joe and Zak had to take me to the gate. Where we met Nessa. Good thing, Cause Joe definitley lost his Insurance. DUH JOE. Hm. Oh yeah, I picked up a chick for Joe/Steve. Haha. Faggots. Making a chick do it for them. haha.

So we, (Nessa, Sarah, Matt, and Mike), all hung out here. They drank, I didn't feel good. My ulcer was killing me. I think the wings from the fair did it. Anyways, Mike got TRAAAASHED. and Sarah.. was drunk, but handled herself well. Im not sure if Matt got drunk, but if he did. He did damn good at showing that he wasn't. They all went to the tent around 5 this morning. I finally fell the f asleep. I as so fucking tired. good god. haha.


So anyways... I heard some news that makes me want to just.. throw things and kill every boy alive. I hate them, but whatever. Have you ever felt like your heart is being stabbed by a thousand needles, then tore up and every last drop of blood is squeezed out of your heart..finally being torn up and thrown to the ground..and stomped the fuck out of? Well. I've been there.. I was last night. Whatever.


anyways, i have to go get ready for the show. today should be fun, and im going to not let that bother me. so cool.


love you allllllllllllllll.











CHRIS SHOULDN'T LEAVE